Emily Hoàng

SG on a sunny day,  Today as going out, I heard a lot about what others talked about others else. Some of them asked me if I had the same ideas as them. Some talked about some singers with extravagant clothes styles. Some talked about others youtubers whom I admire (some not in my lists but I don't care much). I just smiled and converted to other directions. Frankly, I have been trying to live my own life without judging others for a long time. Or perhaps in some circumstances, I forgot that, but still, remain on the way of no judgment. I memorized once my co-worker asked me what would you think if you saw a woman in a bar club and she got drunk lonely there? "Is she a faulty girl?", he asked silently. After some seconds, smiling, I told him why we didn't think that she got some troubles in her life or maybe one terrible event just fell over her. Was it fair if we judged someone so quickly even in some situation we don't even talk to them - just one word? Of co...

Here I am, coming back again after nearly a week, hopefully, my consciousness is still accurate. Haha Those days I have been seeking for some more materials for my learners. Delivering them more information, I can also examine my lessons again before classes. Furthermore, I consider that I am not too excellent enough, and I am trying more you know. I write this blog in English for practicing my writing skills and motivating myself somehow too. Tonight I went out for sightseeing below the fabulous light in SG. It will be deep sorrow as I will leave here one day and relocate to another city. But decision is decision, I must grasp the best route I had made. Although there won't be easy as a piece of a cake, who knows what will come if we don't risk, right?  I ordered 1 milk tea cup and pork with rice for my dinner. It beat me why I can't finish all meal early as usual days. I was totally exhausted after a day, I guess. I prayed I could finish them soon.  Today ...

Wed - 17th April It's not easy to reveal all your emotions, even with yourself. Have you ever tried to hide away from the crowd and pretend to tell them that nothing is gonna happen? Have you ever just expected to run and live in a different country and start again? Or have you ever paused for a minute just to notice how you really are today? Oh, don't get me wrong. I am not questioning. Though they are just kinds of question forms but not absolutely like that. I am trying to control myself these days. And I am inactive to keep on track. I mean drafting on a schedule, but I think I am supposed to get it right. I find peace. I know that because on my anniversary some days ago, it seemed to me that I was not thinking of anything. I almost memorized my old stories, all the bad and great things occurred and desired to blow my mind up but then all appeared together and soothe down, just like a comet falling in a blink of an eye. Instead of dropping some lines in my diary l...

Nhi !!!! Yes? She was startled by the way Hung shouted. Silently for a few seconds, looking back, she could see a young student was rushing towards her. He held a book in his hand. As he ran, he laughed loudly. "Forget this book, little girl.", he said. Nhi was astonished, didn't understand what happened.  Waking up again, Nhi wondered why she still lacked sleep every night just because she couldn't forget a person. Nhi thought, suddenly a  slight   feeling throbbed in her heart. Tears aren't falling anymore but somewhere in those wet eyes, it's not hard to know Nhi is sad, so sad ... February 7, 2015 ... Dear Diary, ...Nhi wrote  The words began to fill the page. As if there was no one in this world can give her a shoulder to cherish this love. Just drop a few lines, she suddenly misses him, a lot... If only he was here now and touched her hair gently and listened to her endless stories attentively. He would make jokes...

Fractures Coming back, silently she turned on her favorite song. The melody keeps repeating like unnamed emotions doping in the head. "Crazy .... What the hell is going on?" She thought and suddenly burst into tears. Those tears mixed with the feeling as no one could share. Then, quickly she found her laptop, logged in and typed as fast as possible, afraid that those feelings would slip away ... She still remembers old days, also alone in the room, when the sorrow flowed over, hurriedly she took the Diary, wiped away tears from her eyes quickly, and just wrote all, even she didn't know what to write, just write and write, hoping that her feelings would go away, and she could escape from this loneliness ... She realized she was still the weak girl. " "Well, I'm human being" "... She thought and smiled, a little sadness left behind her blurred eyes. Then she found out it was 10 o'clock.  "There's a heavy workload, why you are...

I really don't know what to write now. The page is blank and my mind is full of thoughts. Yesterday on the way back home, in my head there was some mess struggling with each other. The car horn was loud but I could not hear it. The rain was just drizzling but I almost got wet without consciousness. In short, I don't know how I am. I could only follow the mess of thoughts in my head. They didn't have any shapes - thoughts that didn't go anywhere, making me tired but no matter what happened, I could not stop myself from thinking. I know the truth is the truth, that ... but my heart was not in peace. I really don't understand why I am like that. I just want to close my eyes tightly and lie down so I don't have to think anymore. What should I do ...

Hey my diary, 4 years since my last status has been shown up. Haha. Couldn't imagine how changes I could make so far ... I know it's really been a long time for not taking part in your life. Now, I come to you again... :) These days I've been working and also relaxing a lot to be strong enough for a long trip ahead which is going to happen. I am so excited at the beginning and now sometimes I feel like I got lost, dear. I know you might say how crazy I am right? As I decide too quickly for something new. Don't ask me why coz even I am confused too. ^^ Haizzz. SG is going to catch my breath again as I am down. I am so weird, I know.. I know.. But I don't care. My life now is a trip. Ya, as the moment I am really happy and satisfied with my life now. I think it's all I need. I don't care about others anymore... Ps: writing in a good mood with a crazy plan ahead